I want to say I'm ok now, I don't want you to be afraid for me anymore, I want to know that you are smiling brightly even when you're alone because you know you are loved.

I want you feel joy without the the tinge of sadness that seems always behind your eyes ready to swallow the flame fighting for oxygen to sustain itself....

Leaving my heart behind forever bound to yours in the absence of it's owner hoping it'd consume the tears and memories in your head so you can...