I'm crying
I'm lying
To myself
I thought I had a grip on mental health
That little girl inside me still feels hell
What do you expect when she was told never to tell?
Or that the verbal abuse wasn't real
Im sick of the way my family made me feel
I got layers I'm trying to un peal
He's teaching me love without the sexual appeal
Sorry I'm still trapped in my seal
Shedding skins
But I'm still
Sitting here hurting, cause here's the deal
I made with myself isn't happening until
I look at this abuse
I...