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I'm my worst enemy
They say "You're your worst enemy",
Why it was so complex for me to understand?
It's all in my head, let those stupid fears go...

Maybe in an alternative universe I'm patient with myself,
I can enjoy life when everything seems okay
and not being worried of the things that haven't happened.

I know a lot of ways how to deal with overthinking, still don't use them.
Oh, if I knew why not...
(It's all in my head...)

You see? I can't wait to be totally okay,
I can't accept the fact, I'm not who I want to be.
I always want too much, still be grateful of the things I have.

I'm always searching for problems I don't even have,
Maybe because in my family I always was THE problem,
So now I think, every single thing in my life is ruined.

When will I think finally everything is perfect, when nothing is perfect?
Will be a time when nothing needs to be perfect still see life perfect?
My imperfectly perfect little life(It's all in my head...).