As I feel myself falling away,
The more I feel disconnected,
My life not being in an array.
They tell me it's nothing,
But when I feel everything,
how can it be something naught and nothing?
I feel dissociated from reality,
I'm losing the grip on the actuality.
I don't even know what's dragging me away,
But I do know that it's ripping my life apart,
Taking everything away.
They tell me to smile,
But how can I, when something gripping me is actually very vile.
I've been dealing with this for awhile,
"you're just wasting your time,...