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I find it hard to understand,
These feelings got out of hand.
I opened up again,
Let in all the pain.

I had my arms open wide,
Way up high in every stride.
Everything crumbling,
All my negativity stumbling.

But that's too rich,
How could it pass without a glitch?
All of it was a lie,
And why did I even try.

I don't want to restart,
It would just shatter my heart.
I don't believe anymore,
I just want to stay on the floor.

My brain is crying crazy,
My sanity is feeling hazy.
I crave the bad,
And I want to stay mad.

One day I'll try,
But until then I'll just cry.

© A G M Capper