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DROWNING
it all hits at night
the lights are off
all you got is nothing
but yourself
you're forced to face reality

it hits hard
harder than I thought
life is fucked up
all a mess
you can't help
but drown in silence

it sucks
but the best option is nothing
you have to carry the blame
this hurts more
but at least; I have myself
crying under the dark
makes you weak and relieved
until you wake up with a cold

it sucks
but you're supposed to embrace your flaws
it's never easy; hectic rather
imperfections, lies, unfulfilled desires
all these haunt you
in your sleep you have nothing
but lucid dreams
being helpless is a weakness
we fight hard to win
but we ain't strong

it sucks
my heart bleeds
I hope I can revive
awaken the beast
and make it better
it seems to be in vain
causing more damage daily
everything is pretty messed up
if the sun shines tomorrow
I will try
but my end is near
I'm drowning in silence

I wish I could speak
speak to masses and make you understand
these impossibilities hurt me more
my heart bleeds
it's left to myself

© dolph.thee.poet