you shine bright like the blood mood

your touch is colder than death

but it keeps me warm on the inside


because my life is always cold and blue....

when you are around...you make my days a little bit better....



I walk a fine line inside this darkness

always barefooted walking on this path made of charcoal ..

walking along the edge

burning churning into the ashes which is something I am not

don't you see

I am not the Phoenix that rises from the ashes

I am nothing without you....

I am not myself just a form of myself when I was a man.....


the past plays in my head ,like a vhs tape...

every time you mentioned to me
I understand I did you wrong....

keeping the past alive will only hinder ,the future ....



you take the weight off my shoulders if I ever couldn't move.

you take the blue out of my life if it was dark
you are so gorgeous..
if I had a wish would it be you... what I can't even do..
then, if you is so perfect..

doesn't mean it's working
what do you want from me...
I'm trying my dear beloved.


how is that new Glory the life you are living in hope this is not another piece of your story something I should never try to fit it in.....
does it make you smile like I used to or does it make you cry when I'm not there

I told myself I will be fine that was wrong once again.....

I miss your great eyes I just want to fall and waste time in your arms