The Wolves inside me,
fight over my beating heart,
and my spiritual aspect.

One wants me to lust over things and people,
one wants me to have humiliy.

One wants to hurt others because they hurt me,
One wants me to love my enemies.

One growls and threatens,
the other reminds me to breath and be calm.

One howls in tears and wants to end my life,
the other sings harmonous tunes to keep me moving on...
She asks,"What have you learned from this that makes you stronger?"

One wolf growls and snips at the past, reminding me never to forgive,
the other stares into my eyes with hers,
with tears of memories of love forgotten,
showing lessons I learned that made me strong,
showing the prison I could live in,
Showing the darkness that would blind me,
if I dont forgive.

The Wolf I choose to feed...
the wolf i choose to remain in my heart the most,
is the one I believe the most.

I had chosen to believe one and it tore me to peices,
it was unfaithful,
led me no where but outer darkness and depression,
it led me to believe in those who betrayed me and my trust,
this wolf led me into a life of fear.

But the other kept fighting for me,
It kept trying to howl peaceful music,
She whispers sympathy moans,
to give me hope.
She let me know she was there,
that I could make her strong to defeat the other.
But it was my choice,
that it would take time and effort,
that It would be worth the fight.

Her soft fur softened my heart and warmed my spirit,
I chose her.
Her love was moving,
like the speed of a pack of wolves.

Strong!

I choose to believe my self worth is as bright as the moon,
I choose to believe what I do and say,
can be guided with wisdom,
I choose to believe I am beautiful,
even without a painted face,
I choose to seek help from a strong pack,
a pack that believes in me and my worth,
a pack that protects my virtue and morals.

I am choosing to believe that the moon, sky, sun, and earth all have a light for me.
No matter the darkness that tried to conquer,
for darkness can never defeat light.

I choose to feed the wolf who see the best in me.
Although, the other wolf will always remain inside,
as long as I choose the wolf of light,
the wolf of darkness will cower in fear.

Here on out I will feed the light,
for it makes my joy bright.