Do your friends influence your decisions? How do you react to their opinions,those that match your thinking and those that don't? Ever followed your friends advice that you regret to date? Does it hurt?
Every one has this people surrounding them in our hood, we call them "committee" .like the girl I am, I was at cross roads,I trusted not my actions, my feelings and my thoughts. I reached out to my "committee" and as always, they feed you according to their approach of matters, to how they handled their situation.
They way some listed signs of love Bombing, all matched to what the guy offered me and again it clicked that I had lost again. I recall one of them told me ," Girl run for your life." This literally killed the last hope I was left clinging onto.
Have you ever stayed up all night hurting for no reason? You angry at the world and blaming all on it?
Yes, that's what I sat on my bed doing, cursing and regretting the connection and wishing things could just be different.
Isolation.....when I'm going through something,this another mechanism that grows in me, I find people, surrounding Soo irritating,this moment it's always meant for me and my thoughts. It's during this moment I appreciate lone time.
I visited all the sites he had introduced to me on the first day we met, everything that connected to him, this was too much on me that it has ever been before.i have been hurt before,I have lost connections that really meant the world to me but this one I wasn't just ready yet to loose or...