I told myself I'd eat.
I would eat something,
no matter how hard it was.
I didn't eat a thing,
But that doesn't matter.
I told myself I would be good,
be a better daughter and sister.
I failed again.
I messed up,
and ruined it.
I spoke my beliefs,
and I shouldn't have.
I should be quiet,
and never have a say.
and day after day,
slowly fade away.
Disappear from all...