Frigid layers of black swirling shades /

Encircle my emotional state /

They saturate my soul ... /

My body and my brain /

Corruption of membrane /

A poisonous feeling I'm failing to contain /

Slowly chokes all of my happiness away /

Pain spreads through my body ... /

Like acidic venom in my veins /

As conscious enters a death-like state/

Flooding memories force me to face /

What threatens to occur yet again /

Finally... /

Finally I'd found you ... My shot at a new life /

The silver lining making sense, all of the strife /

You are always worth ... all of my time /

The first kiss captured my mind /

And I gave you the way /

To undo my hearts true binds /

You broke each shackle/

One at a time /

I couldn't resist/

I couldn't fight ... /

Promise you'll always be mine /

Promise you'll find me again in time /

This can't be true... /

Is this a test? ...... /

Just a heartbeat ago /

We were about to be the best /

A few heartbeats more /

There's a hole in my chest .... /

Again ... /

When you told me the news /

Something exploded once more /

In the centre of my...