You know it's hard dealing with a person that is so self absorbed it's becoming frustrating. I don't have my music, I try to write but I feel alone. the reason I feel alone is because the man claims I do not pay attention to him. I am trying to stay level headed but, he's making me mad I am trying to stay focused but I cannot say anything that will make anyone listen. You drink and get to do anything to you want to do and I have to just be the good wife. I love music well at least I thought I did but not as much anymore. I use to write and love to rap I love to perform at least I thought I did. I am done being alone I am not going to pass up on my dream. I love myself to much for this I am just going to shut down and go numb until he changes. I pray he does change he blames me for everything I don't know why. I am done trying to figure it out. I understand he went through thing's but, so did I that doesn't excuse your stupidity. I try to be supportive and I try to be the best woman I can be but, as much as he claims to support me he clouds my light it hurts. I pray he calms down I pray he actually sees what he does wrong.



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