Fuck it
Fuck love I hate it
I hate to love
I hate to be loved
I have searched for it but I have never found it
It's always a struggle 😪
A struggle to look for it
A struggle to find it
I have fought both inner and outer fights to gain and win eternal
But sometimes I wish my dad could be here 😔
My loving granny to love me the way she used to
Love to me has never been by heart
Coz no one shows me that
So I don't think I can love
I can't keep friends
Am evil
Vengeance is part of me
Jealousy takes it all
Hatred is me
Am Hatred
Why not the same love
Am selfish to the point of fucking myself
Am only sweet to myself
I can't love more
I fear since...