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I hate
I hate myself because I'm too kind
I hate myself because I care
care always for the wrong people
don't know if I should hate them
or if i am selfish
if I do so
I am always supposed to be fine
used by everyone but should be fine .
are there anyone who would cling to me
like I do ?
no one is there to love like I do .
it hurts when I know they find me annoying
and only talk to me when their life gets boring .
Always treated like a toy .
if I am mad at them
they have a hundred accusations .
" you don't love me "
" what a crazy mad dog "
I hope that people will understand me
before it gets too late
to forgive

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