I hate you
though I don't truly mean that
I wish you were here
but sometimes you have me caught by and arrow
your fingers on the string yet you don't pull

I give you a knife so you can do what you
must
but you say " I will not break our trust"
I cry and weep
and you comfort me
though you are quite far away

maybe you even go days without sleep
but I wouldn't know
I wish you would shoot me in the heart
so I...