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I am depressed
I wanna die
I wanna cry
I cant even fucking sleep at night
I hate lieing to my parents face telling them that everything is okay
I hate that I'm not going no where in life and worst of all I hate my self I have been through so many fucked up things I cant even fucking count it sounds like a lie I know and that's why I dont tell people that I'm not ok I say im great im more then fine but reality I've never been more depressed in my whole fucking life I've never wanted to die this much and I'm not even pressed I want it to happen now idek if I should let these people hold me back they say do what makes u happy maybe if I die I'll be happy or maybe I'll feel nothing at all but I wanna find out and that's all
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I wanna cry
I cant even fucking sleep at night
I hate lieing to my parents face telling them that everything is okay
I hate that I'm not going no where in life and worst of all I hate my self I have been through so many fucked up things I cant even fucking count it sounds like a lie I know and that's why I dont tell people that I'm not ok I say im great im more then fine but reality I've never been more depressed in my whole fucking life I've never wanted to die this much and I'm not even pressed I want it to happen now idek if I should let these people hold me back they say do what makes u happy maybe if I die I'll be happy or maybe I'll feel nothing at all but I wanna find out and that's all
written by me
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