I wish I were strong
but just enough to move on
where has the time gone
where has my life gone
I wish I had someone
I do not need anyone
For their heart I'll use up
Any trust I'll screw up
I never grew up
will I ever grow up?
I think I'll always be stuck
in the same rut
in my own mud
where did I fuck up
what fucked me up
it's like I wash in my blood
what needs washed is my blood

© Amanda C Granado