you said you carry me inside of you
in the whole nine months

you said you said I'm the greatest gift that you ever receive on your whole life

you told me that you even loose your life because your health is so weak when I'm inside of your body

you said you're almost dying to give a birth and show me the beauty of the world

being a mother for the first time makes you hard to live

it makes you more trouble
it's drive you crazy every day

you said you forgot yourself just to give me a hundred percent of your care

you even always telling me to remind me that you also forgetting how to put makeup on your face just to make me always look good

you always telling me that when you're slapping my face it's just your protecting me

you always do lock the door of my room because your saying you don't like me to encounter those people because they're not good for me

you always say that your keeping me
because you just want to make me safe always

you always decides whats the best for me... because you always said that
"you are mom "

but mom did you ever look at my face? do I'm happy?

did you even smell me??
I'm not so clean because the water of my eyes and my body always running

did you ever ask me mom what I want to do?? who I wanted to be with??

did you ever make me feel that I'm a children who wanted to enjoy to play

did you ever let me go alone so that your all time don't just run for me

did you ever feel me on how I feel while I'm watchingin the window those children getting dirty there'clothes

laughing so loud ..
playing soil ,crying outloud

I need your love
I need your care
I want you to protect me

but I'm also a human...
I also wanted to be on my own

your love hurting me
you protect me like I don't like to be in this world..

you care for me so much but you didn't love and you never trust me

I'm your daughter Mom
not your favorite thing...