Before this moment
Before life became a mess
As I sit here with my brandy
I sit and reminisce

I really thought I stood tall and proud
The one who stood out in the crowd
For all the wrong reasons though
I swear even my cuz thinks I'm a ho

But I stay neverminded, silently sick and tired
Of all life has thrown at me
Down below now
A place I thought I'd never be

I sit watching in envy
As people around me
Stand...