I knew it would happen, that excitement in your voice
the wanting to call me whenever we both could
whenever you could
to see my face, hear my voice
I knew it was just the initial excitement
the thought of not being so alone,
I knew it would fade
I told myself to enjoy it while it was there
but it went away faster then I expected
I wasn’t prepared
you never call anymore unless it’s to remind me of something, to inform me, or to fix something
never about how are you? how’s your day? good morning babe, how are you feeling?
no calls
few words
Im never calling you again
I’m going to start slowly fading away
until it reaches the end
…
we’ve barely just begun
I knew it was a bad idea from the start
~Ava Stevens