Lately I’ve been on my toes, enemies been on a mission, I've seen them multiplying. One gave me a time machine flew through the times back and forth still ain’t change nothing at all, not even all of my bad luck, not even all the times I broke my own heart, even though it ain’t clear to me what’s the gain, in the end I leaend the lessons you teach, no matter when, wherever I am, you're always hard to reach

"Pick yourself up, and keep climbing. Never stop". However many holy motivational speeches and words I read, however many they speak. My spirit's still not at ease it's just like another day to midnight terror. Sleepless nights, mistakes, and failure, fear of losing everything down to self-respect, values, morals or self-worth

It feels like I'm breathing my last breath, like I'm walking my last steps, I wish I could be given a purpose to feel the need to live again 'cause right now, I thinking my journey's come to an end. Lately I’ve been on my toes, enemies been on a mission, I've seen them multiplying.

I'm sending out a farewell to my friends, I'm more than grateful for the time we spent, even though, we weren't necessarily put in the best position to make the best decisions, and we can't be hard on ourselves for it, these are the cards we were given so we have to understand that's not who we are.

I don't know if this is wrong, because at some point, somehow I think that it's wrong. But I feel this so let me just try my best not to let this happen again, but if it ends up happening, just know what's happening with me

it's like "God, I'm giving it all I've got, sometimes I'm weak and I'm going to do it." And it's like I'm not giving myself grace, I'm just like understanding that's how it is, "you are scared of evil people but when you see good people, you look for a way to use them"

You know I'm trying to be the best I can be, but that's all I can do, if I don't give it all I got, I'm only cheating myself, I give it all I got. I never prayed for this, I never knew it could end like this

I put my all into your hands here's my soul to keep, for inner peace I'm pleading with you, would You please forgive me for my sins, would You let me in with all that I can?

My spirit's not at ease, look at all of these tears I've wept, it's like I'm not giving myself grace. It feels like I'm breathing my last breath, like I'm walking my last steps, I wish You could give me a purpose to feel the need to live again 'cause right now, I thinking my journey's come to an end