Can't deal with this anymore

My body's too weak to explore

It's like I'm living in a constant

State of fear

It takes control of my mind

Leaving me far behind

I'm so tired

No energy to fight the fire

Been trying to make it through

But it's just too much to do

The darkness fills me with dread

My hope is almost dead

My heart is filled with pain

And I'm going insane

My thoughts are dark and bleak

I'm no longer strong and meek

I feel so lost and alone

Running in circles on my own

Can't deal with this anymore

My heart is so sore
© Ariella Adams