I wanted to scream, cry and shout
Yet I was scared to admit it !!
I always wished to stop this,
The constant pain,
Those Unbearable loud voices
inside my head,
And to never get out of bed, again !!!

No one ever noticed
That the darkness was consuming me
Everytime they asked me
I said fine, no one ever knew
It was an act, a lie !!
I was suffering, I was dying !!!

I am not breathing
But inhaling and exhaling !!
I am fighting a war...