What I want is hardly my mind knows,
As the life is full of hurdles into sorrows.

I often try to seek the best from my mistakes,
but always I end up in creating fuss and put myself at stake.

Coping with the flow of time is all I think,
Rather working hard for it and shrink.

My gut says that I will be fine one day,
Who else knows that to my surprise I also tend them to stay.

This is where my mental health has to pay,
And to which I have nothing to explain and say.

Planning at times to reach the zenith and stay calm,
I find trapped and dropping sweat through my palm.

I don't know what I want from my life,
This causes pelpitations and keeps me awake through out the night.

Mornings get heavier and sleepy to my plight,
After which I enter into situations and have fights.

Fights are not actually physical with someone,
But it's me who is boggling the mind to find the answers staying mum.

Hardly I manifest anything from all this,
As I am the one and only person who overthinks.

Still lies a question how to come up and breathe to get my peace?
Because I am drowning day by day feeling sick.
© Paricha24