Red,Black and Blue my permanent colors
Pregnant with anxiety and worried
postpartum depression,
Infected with grieve and sorrow
Only have enough faith of a mustard seed
Battlefields daily in my mind
Fighting everyday to find strength to live
This is me
Full of mistakes
Kiss the devil,
he bit off my tongue
First one to yell I'll never let a man abuse me,
the first one to make an excuse for him
Eyes got use to seeing black
covering my war scar with permanent ink.
Dance with darkness,
Gun to my head,
Wish I had the guts to actually drown
Red poison in my veins kept me sane
made me forget whats my name
lightning struck me three times
Bloodsucker...