I've been nursing some thoughts in my heart
I don't think I can let them all out
It's complicated. I can't really decipher what they're about
I really want to say it but I don't know where to start.

It all feels like a delusion
Desires and fantasies about her are playing in my head.
I always feel like going to her and leaving my stead.
What is this O God! is this infatuation?

I see her everyday but I miss her like I never do.
My heart is for God alone. Why is this happening to me?
It feels like I'm erring but I just want to.
If I were told this would happen I would never believe.

The Bible says God is love....