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tell me that
One whole page
filled with rage
the sadness in the words
the emptiness yet the fulfillment
of the emotions
I could keep on writing and writing
till I find my full stop
too many commas, too many exclamation marks
my life feels like a poem
with too many different feelings
not really rhyming
or making sense together
not really free style just confusion all over
ink marks and broken pencil leads
kept it all inside
kept it within
never lost my cool
never let it affect you
wrote it out till I had words inside of me
and now you tell me that
I am insane
and that the problem is me!

Tell me that I am wrong
tel me I am losing my mind
that every second you spent with me felt like the opposite of paradise
that you lied
that you pitied
tell me that I am a mistake
a flaw of the world
tell me that you are perfect
tell me that I am a coward
but you are wrong
I am sorry that I hurt you
sorry that I cared
but I am not sorry for being myself
and wont apologize just because you think that I am too much
I know I am not the best
or not even better than most
but atleast I try


© ~notyourfavperson