They tell me to communicate
To tell them how I feel
To tell them why

They tell me if I do
It will all get better

But how do I tell them
Something I don't know

How do I tell them I'm searching for the answers
But everytime I do the pain is unbearable
So much that all I can do is give up

How do I tell them I don't know who I am
Because everytime I look at myself
All I see is my pain

I don't know where it hurts
I just know it does

They claim I should try harder
Not knowing it takes everything from me
To wake up every day and keep walking

© Ytha