I'm longing to accomplish something as big as a blue whale, if desire is fire then I'm vacationing in hell, I could make an escape attempt but why bother, I'm knee deep in shit and up to my neck in hot water, my confidence is a consequence from over reacting, defending shot after shot from life's steady attacking, and things aren't always as they appear, I display the look of bravery but in my heart there's fear, held down and overpowered, I could have ran but I'm no coward, I strain to look at the rain through a...