Allow me to tell my story a 100 times maybe it will ease the pain..
All I wanted was to take him home and lay on his chest, assuring myself that it was just a nightmare, one of the hardest things I had to do was to live each day without you by my side, No one knows how I cried that day, the only sound I recall was that of rustling of trees and birds singing silent songs, how I wish I could have heard the death watch beetle making its ticking sound , maybe I could have your life that day, painfully funny how your number is still stored in my phone as "hubby & love of my life", I mean the last text you sent is archived and I know it by heart, could say it backward tirelessly, I sometimes wake up to your footsteps in the corridor, the slight giggle you used to make when I told you to keep...