-O'my Dear Savior... I cry out to You yet again. Somehow it seems that history is destined to repeat itself... and I am faced with these challenges once more.
My choices are near insanity and my decisions have tasted Death with a starving Soul.
Lifeless were my eyes.
Dark and decayed my heart.
Ripped, torn, and broken were my spirit.
My legs weak and weary.. knees buckling and balance wavering.
Stomach cramping as my chest tightens.
Unable to breath and it frightens me.
My arms heavy, petrified like the wood of a thousand winters.
My equilibrium elevates to a heightened consciousness and is all but lost in the forgotten Cosmos.
Vertigo violates my inner- sanctum and brings madness into the viens of my reality.
I now realize where I am once more...
Emotions flow as my mind wanders and recalls the worst of memories...
Rehearsing the rhetorical rhedoric of reliving relapses and glimpses of Rock-bottom.
I feel the pain of my mother's sorrow and the abandonment of past pride that paves the path of a new tomorrow.
O' Father in Heaven... I praise You and give You all the Glory!-
As the Holy Spirit ignites within... a consoling coat of calm settles my restless mind and quiets all emotion.
My conscience centers the Trinity within and sets aside the worldly temptations.
Your Word brings me strength beyond measure.
Your Armor reinforces faith and builds on the foundations of my beliefs.
Your Mercy relieves me and pardons my sinful nature and felonious fastlife.
I Rejoice in righteousness and Repent... from the repetitive, revolving door of Rapture. Rendered from the Word of God and sealed off from the Matrix simulate.
© Psamls/Poems By Thomas