Wish you were here with me, like the good old days
The rooms, the house, everything, even my heart looks too empty now that you're gone
I do not know myself anymore
I do not feel the same
I do not speak the same
I do not love the same
I do not look the same
I was everything more observant, more insecure, more cautious, more quiet since the day you left
My heart aches for the old me, that stupid little girl who loved everyone uncoditionally... maybe a bit too much
But she was still hopeful that there will be a better world
I wish i could be her again but I cannot
Because you killed her
You killed me.

-hld