My nights have become bitter sweet nights,
My days are filled with tears and sadness.
I see you in my dreams every piece of my sleep,
Filling me up with so many blind dreams.

How sad it is? To wake up knowing that you're never really there.
How heartbreaking it is? To know that you're oceans far away.
And how I wish that one day when I wake up, you would be here with me.

The waiting has become tiring
And I live in a lonely world all days of my life. It's sad because the universe keeps reminding me of your name every time I want to let go.
Even if I wanted to, I can't seem to. cause I don't have that power. I keep wondering if the suffering is mutual.
Or is it only me being tortured by my own demons and yours?

You know it's scary
Not to say I miss you.
Cause you're afraid of the changes.
The feeling of our tied hands creeps me out
But we're bound to wait and that's okay.

My body can't seem to respond to anyone else but you.
My heart can't seem to trust anyone else but you.
And my mind has rebelled against me to protect you.

All day long my soul longs for yours.
And all night long they seem to communicate.
I'm hopeless, depended and desperate.
I need you now and forever.
Please come and save me from myself.

I've made a promise,
Of which I intent to keep.
But it won't stop torturing me until it's over.
I don't think I can do this anymore.
But I have no choice.
Cause the universe rules and they are in deep support of you.

Just come again sooner.
So that I would be free.