What am I now?
Now that I am a trouble for my people,
I, who has made her life very cripple,
Now can't even see a single star twinkle.
I have become a problem for my family,
They're tired of me probably.
They're fed up of the explanations,
They're fed up of all the variations,
In me that give them tension.
To be honest, I don't know what I'm doing!
I'm just simply moving.
I wanna feel alive,
Alive enough to smile,
Alive enough to walk a hundred mile.
I wanna breathe.
I wanna run freely in the heath.
I wanna experience fully,
I wanna feel everything lightly.
I think I am too much for my people.
Too much to express my thoughts,
Too much to untie this messy knot.
What am I now?
Help and tell me!
Help me express my words!
Help me experience mirth!
Help me be myself in this birth.
© K