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War Within
Things started turning around as we finally started moving from the bottom. Feeling ok as we were were growing back together. The worst of our lives were finally over.
That inner peace fought for so long. Crumbled so quickly..
My blue skies turn grey
I feel the same heavy feeling as it begins to rain
I'm ok I pretend as I hide the defeat
How can i pretend this mask isn't see through.
I smile and do my best as the war is a slaughter
I'm doing my best to stay calm but there has been blood in the water.
Little do they know the number of lost battles I faced, the silent screams I make and the tears falling down my face.
I'm perfectly fine I lie
As my nightmare gets worse
Trying to wake from the end as I go cold
Only to repeat in my head as I fight To go numb instead...I'll be ok this was all in my head.. demons....
Written 23:02 12/15/19
Revised 00:18 04/08/2020
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That inner peace fought for so long. Crumbled so quickly..
My blue skies turn grey
I feel the same heavy feeling as it begins to rain
I'm ok I pretend as I hide the defeat
How can i pretend this mask isn't see through.
I smile and do my best as the war is a slaughter
I'm doing my best to stay calm but there has been blood in the water.
Little do they know the number of lost battles I faced, the silent screams I make and the tears falling down my face.
I'm perfectly fine I lie
As my nightmare gets worse
Trying to wake from the end as I go cold
Only to repeat in my head as I fight To go numb instead...I'll be ok this was all in my head.. demons....
Written 23:02 12/15/19
Revised 00:18 04/08/2020
- ∆
