When I was broken 

I didn't want to open

Spent all this time on things I was coping

I had gave up on hoping

Gave up on the whole thing

And I had depression 


On my tears I was choking

Rain fall like pain fall and I was soaking

hateful, so painful

I was broken

By all my problems

And I hit rock bottom 

I and I couldn't solve em

Dive in a drink but back when you sober

High as can be but back when it's over

Slowly hangover

But we ain't getting closer

Only farther away 

And closer to the pain


Buy there is a way 

Just let me explain

Long ways I have came

And you can the same

The promise to change

And to better days


I have been and I don't even play with that religion 

And the pain it give just furthers my suspicions

But this ain't superstitious and this thing ain't...