Sad, tired, overwhelmed, confused,
attacked by so many emotions at once,
I find myself on the bridge
I want to take that step forward
that step to launch me into oblivion
into what I think is sweet darkness
but
I hesitate
is this really the solution?
Is darkness really the end of this misery?
flashing back, I remember all the good days,
the times before it all became blank
the days when smiles were in abundance
the periods full of laughter and joy
when...