In the dark resides my heart forever trying to find you. The world ever consuming never opening their eyes. I see you, I may not be perfect but I see you. Before I was born you knew me, crafted me beautifully with your hands. I have free will but I do not always make the best decisions. Please forgive me and allow me to have enough provisions to survive in a stable position at the very least. If you find me strong enough build me up and make me a warrior. I want to be built to protect the innocent, built to call out your name boldly and by your hand rescue souls for your kingdom. I call on you el shaddai make me smarter than my enemies, please make me wise. Humble me Yeshua, even if I have to choke on my pride and stumble down the path on a long ride. I would rather do that than die an individual of this earth and not of your kingdom. Forgive me for all my failures for all my many sins. Thank you for loving me like a father, ever so tender but still firm. Prune me, cut away what is spiritually dead and carve me like the carpenter you are. The lion and the lamb, the great I am. All mighty God take my hand please, I beg of you deliver me to your promised land. I will love you for ever and no man can shake my faith. You are my God and I will always believe you are powerful and great. I will always believe you can change fate, make dry bones live, blind men see, lame men walk, and deaf men hear. I will do my best to not put you in a box because you can do anything, split seas and breathe life. You are my everything, prepare me for battle and I will fight on the basis that my God is great.