You know I'm greatful
Even If I'm the one who's burned
And watched you helplessly when you buried what we had
I found my lesson in the ashes of who we used to be
"Some things, baby girl they are not just meant to be "
My daddy said that to me when I was crying blood
his voice still linger, but I still can't damn move on
You didn't even kiss me
But somehow I know how you taste
You only touched my hand
And I got your fingerprints on my heart
We didn't talk for months, or years I can't really recall
But you know what, your voices are the ones I still hear
I swear I have marks from touching a certain people
But I would never thought you will add one more scar
I tried to move on to say "it is what it is"
But every time when I'm alone
I dare to think about your touches
I know I have to move on give a chance for other boys
But every time I talk to a guy I'm looking for you in their words
I'm looking for resemblance of you in their damn eyes
I know it's a bad thing, but you know I can't help it
I guess It's just a girl thing to have kept one boy in heart
The one with a perfect smile, with a beautiful dimples
A nose like greek God, and an eye with a moon sparks
I know I can't help it, so do you
And you are doing anything to help my delulu
But somethings? You can't really forget
Like how you break my heart or do anything to help it
Like how you easily moved on
When I was crying blood
How you just grinned
When my ego get bruised
You know what? I can't really forget
#heartbreak #Nostalgia #poem #poetry
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