Ambitious I was to find love
To explore a ner horizon
But lead me to prison of hope
With it came depression.

It was an yearning
An urge to find something
That was never my thing.
At my search for a light
I found a distorted fire
That burns as I near
Which gave me the fear.
Admist all my peril I found a ledge
I held on tight for fear to let go
First it was a mistake
Then it became a mind ache.
I thought I was falling
Thought it was the same for her
Little did I know that it was all but fun
For her it was one in many
But to me it was the only.

When I realised
It hit like a truck
Which hurt like...