It hurts to still love her knowing she hates my soul

She put a hole in my heart, and she's making it grow

what we once had together, I have begged her to mend

But she don't love me enough, she can't even pretend

I think it hurts less when I just simply ignore

All the games that she plays, and still don't call her a whore

In her eyes I can still see that innocent girl

Who led me from darkness, changed how I saw the world

That was so long ago, yet it's hard to believe

How she hates my existence, She hates that I breath

If I simply ask her if she really loves me

She will lie to my face so my heart can't go free

When times have been rough, and I needed her by my side

That's when she hurts me the most, each time part of me died

She has no remorse for being so cruel

Her family no longer functions and I look like a fool

As I'm writing these words, I have tears in my eyes

It seems I can't live without her, so I settle for lies

I know my mind's twisted, I know I'm not right

But what hurts me the most is when she's out of my sight

Life doesn't seem at all fair, yet who said that it was

If shes happy when I hurt, then I'll let her because

Shes still the one I want and I don't have to explain

I'll take what I can get, even if it's just pain

Sometimes I just ponder, if to her life is real

I dont think she is evil, but just forgot how to feel

When a man's back is stabbed, should he turn to his wife

Even if she's the one that is holding the knife!

Written by Charles Goode



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