Holding The Knife
It hurts to still love her knowing she hates my soul
She put a hole in my heart, and she's making it grow
what we once had together, I have begged her to mend
But she don't love me enough, she can't even pretend
I think it hurts less when I just simply ignore
All the games that she plays, and still don't call her a whore
In her eyes I can still see that innocent girl
Who led me from darkness, changed how I saw the world
That was so long ago, yet it's hard to believe
How she hates my existence, She hates that I breath
If I simply ask her if she really loves me
She will lie to my face so my heart...
She put a hole in my heart, and she's making it grow
what we once had together, I have begged her to mend
But she don't love me enough, she can't even pretend
I think it hurts less when I just simply ignore
All the games that she plays, and still don't call her a whore
In her eyes I can still see that innocent girl
Who led me from darkness, changed how I saw the world
That was so long ago, yet it's hard to believe
How she hates my existence, She hates that I breath
If I simply ask her if she really loves me
She will lie to my face so my heart...