I'm dead
Alone
Depressed
Obsessed
in leaving
this abode
they call
life
in hell ..
the stress
the pain
the tears
never-ending
my morning meal
is the ache i eat
when the birds come and sing..
it's no fantasy anymore
it's real life horror I face
to be born in a place
where everyday is a race to be loved and full of grace
by someone who's love is deceased with no intentions of being regained
Happy place is something they don't call home
or nothing at all
maybe just a space in my head
where people don't exist and life is a dream
but who am I kidding?
how could this be ?
As I think to myself
in my lifeless room..
the night has no meaning as I hear laughter from the other room
while I'm right here being abused by the whispers of their words .
What is life ?
please tell me ?
Cuz all I know is the embrace of darkness staring down at me
and the thorns I see everytime I close my eyes hoping for a minimum of good in me.
I need to smell joy again
the warm summer breeze
the beautiful starry nights
the motivation for living for a better tomorrow

Where have they all gone?
Left when I needed them the most !
now I'm left with masks of jolly expressions
hoping one day to find the good in ME .











© unknown writer ♥️🎧