From consequential confinement
My emotional plumbing
Is clogged with resentment
Lingering
Sour odorous feelings
Are
All encompassing
Numbing
And lacking excitement

Handily without flattery
I manfully grapple my vanity
Away from
Contrived chaotic calamity
Somehow
I meraculously aviod insanity
As everything holds me down
Even gravity........
Spineless hopeless
Divoid any purpose
catatonically splayed open
While
Ephemoral fleeting moments
Leave me frozen And unfocused
At the very same time
Silently subconsciencely
I transfer troublesome memories
To the trash
As i lacklusterly listen
To loose lips
talking out of turn
Every chance
Out their ass

Callously using free will
And profanity
I missed the message
Despite
Serious self reflection
For future referance
Upon such shared correction
It is unkind to use deception
Impolite to portray perfection
Through secretly dicected
Propaganda collected
Plus self righteous reserected
Obsessions

How dare you degrade
My self dignity
I think its fair to say
You expected me to fall
And forever fade into infinity
But i bluffed your call
When you tried to stall
With outspoken truths
You must bare the burden of proof
It behooves me
Not to lose
To any overzealous spoof
Confused
Whos jealous, helpless,
Quietly bruised
Flagrantly Exagerant
Holding pertenent clues
To mysterious truths
From therepoint of view
Put yourself in my shoes
Its time to cash the reality check
For such a short time
Its been long overdue
I held my breath
Until i turned blue
Now Im through.............,1/8/20

© Tony Galaxee