As the skies relentlessly kept up with my ever changing mood this is how the harsh truths of my reality settled in as another night so violently crept its way in again hoping and praying just one more time to feel something louder then ever before ONCE again underscored by the intruder that we call LOVE had me running faster this time straight to the revolving door.
Insanely curious by this invasion that have been the reasons for war, heartbreak that lead to our ultimate plunges to our last breath yet how in the hell in order to grow we need this as much as we need vitamin d for same reasons?
The world may never ever know how much it takes to digest such a human trait to crave this urge to want to purge with no remorse or nevermind the consequences it's all the pouring of me that's all you will ever need.
This crazy word needs to just leave my side never to return ever again so with that being said Goodbye this is my end for you never will I call you my friend.
When mourning the death of yourself no one mentioned how it really doesn't hurt that bad after all. Guess they figured if we made it this far why give away the ending part? We earned this so should you!!
At least that's how the picture was painted for me. since the day I understood the myth behind my trails of tears, finally now my life truly began even if I already made a few lives 4 times just to be selfish to not have me around, nothing compares to the feeling when you discover your love for yourself was way much stronger.