My ocean mind

I'm drowning on it every night

I looked back to my memories

And wondered if I faked all the emotions that I showed

I don't even know what is true what is wrong now

Nor what is real what is fake



It's like I'm floating in the universe

Everyone is a star

I'm the only one who doesn't shine

Do I feel invisible or do I feel like everyone's blind

That's why they don't see my suffer

It's getting tiring to try to show my best lately

Since I feel like I'm gettin worse and worse



Where did everyone go

I was left out

And now I'm left behind

Feels like my dreams are taken away from me

The willing to live, drained from my body

All of my hopes left me

As if it's been said that it is a sin to love me

And everyone became religious suddenly