A simple
message,
gets turned into.
A bizarre
and much
heated thing.

All of this
made,
only by you.
As making
huge waves,
is your thing.

You again,
heighten
anxiety,
that’s living
in me.
That i can
control,
when you
are not here.

I’ve never
known,
such a
manipulative
being.
Who gets what
she wants.
Then
changes
her mind,
once again!

It’s a constant
and nasty game,
that you play.
By now
i should,
be use
to all this.

As you
scatter
those seeds,
like a farmer
would do.
Time after time,
after time.

You can
twist one
persons words
completely around.
In a blink
of an eye,
as you do.

With those
added
manipulative
emotions,
you keep.
On standby,
for you
to use.

It is,
without
a care.
That
you spread
all the hurt
Only oblivious,
to how
others feel.

With
no apologies,
to make.
As it’s
always
other people.
Making,
a big deal.

From one
simple message.
You fuck things
right up.
Achieving,
your inner goal.

Creating
such chaos,
to upset
other people.
Is something,
you do
very well.

Without
any help,
you don’t
need to try.
As you
practice
your hurts.
While,
shelling out
lots of lies.
Something,
you do
far too well.

The funny
thing is,
You talk
about Love!
Expressing
how much
you love
Family.

You make
these proclaims.
Then act in
a way,
that doesn’t
support Love
at all.

So why
i shall think,
that you’ll
ever change.
When your
patterns,
of behaviour,
says No.

If only,
you’d see.
How your
weirdness
can be.
Maybe then,
you could
change.
In yourself?

Until that
times comes.
i shall just
be aware.
Of what,
an uncomfortable
being,
you are.

So as you
continue,
to play all
your games.

That distance
n barriers,
shall have
a big say.


(14/05/23)









© Josephine Daniels.