Innermost Struggles.
“Was I ready to see the truth behind my lies?
Was I willing to believe the plea of my beloveds?
Was I ready to break the chains holding me back?
I guess not”.
I couldn't let go of the shackles of the past,
They haunted me like a serpentine verse,
I lived in utter shame,
Because, I couldn't navigate from my right or wrong.
How could I have seen the light?
When all I ever did wasn't considered right,
How was I not supposed to diminish my fate?
When there was nothing to be praised.
I was drained with fear,
Every uplifting words felt unpleasant to my ear,
How do you not expect my soul to be shattered?
I couldn't tune down the voices in my head,
And, you expected me to make credits for myself?
I couldn't even fight the lies that I spewed,
And, You expected me to size myself and make credits!
I couldn't see anything,
Because, I was nothing,
But,
A lifeless body with a beating heart.
~ Nusrah 💎
© nusrah_writes
Was I willing to believe the plea of my beloveds?
Was I ready to break the chains holding me back?
I guess not”.
I couldn't let go of the shackles of the past,
They haunted me like a serpentine verse,
I lived in utter shame,
Because, I couldn't navigate from my right or wrong.
How could I have seen the light?
When all I ever did wasn't considered right,
How was I not supposed to diminish my fate?
When there was nothing to be praised.
I was drained with fear,
Every uplifting words felt unpleasant to my ear,
How do you not expect my soul to be shattered?
I couldn't tune down the voices in my head,
And, you expected me to make credits for myself?
I couldn't even fight the lies that I spewed,
And, You expected me to size myself and make credits!
I couldn't see anything,
Because, I was nothing,
But,
A lifeless body with a beating heart.
~ Nusrah 💎
© nusrah_writes