I could not talk to my mom
Couldn't help feeling down
Couldn't smile or even cry
To get over the mental breakdown

Heart started sinking
Into my ocean of tears
Couldn't help but realize
I wasn't close to my dears

My dad was inside
Unaware of the wars in my mind
My tears were loud
Although I cried without a sound

My t shirt damp wet
My mind hay wire
No one except me knew
What I was going through.

It was still alot easier to say
"I'm fine , really, its nothing "
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