Two days to the end of the year
Again, nothing is new , if nothing change
Lives continues the way you live
Revolutions ? You gotta start today
New year is just the break of another dawn
Nothing special, another Monday

The days we spent, 365
How'd you live that life ?

And each day I spent doing what not.
Giving excuses and all
I was destroying my future
In all you do in life , never waste your time
The year I wasted, I can't get it back how hard I try
It won't be the same
"When life becomes unbearable, guilt is a major player "

What I regret most are the things I couldn't do
The times where anxieties rules my fears
When I think of those little things
The books unread , incomplete poems
Archive is full of dust I can't feel the words
Gone dry , out of time
The feelings are no longer mine
I don't know me , I knew me
Reminder of the past
Lost in space , we can't relate .
Lost soul, recall words of old

I can choose to wallow about my sad days
Or suck it up and begin again
I can choose to remain confined
I am these chains, or
I can choose to be free and live again.
It's all in our hands
The decisions we make,
The life we create .



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