As I fell into this nightmarish abyss like a wrecking ball to a building, I have come to be very aware of this little voice that echos in my head.

So long ago that tiny voice was silenced and never heard. So many times she had things to say but any time she tried she was silenced and so I tucked her away.

She has laid in silence for so long that her voice isn't very strong. Now, as the days have gone by I can hear her ideas, thoughts, wants, and her needs I can feel inside are making her strong. She practices everyday in making sure her voice is loud enough and her intentions strong enough. She tugs and pulls at me......